I’m a record ajar a single on repeat, can’t seem to get past this verse that is embedded in me so deep.
I worry, and angst over all that could have been or would be, rather than just living in the moment, here now with you and me.
It’s not you and I anymore and never shall it be. The ending has been so surprisingly bittersweet.
I miss all your eccentricities, the routine and who we were once destined to be, but that was a short dream that I never allowed to be.
I need to slow down and be more of the person I used to be. I will give it my all this year and move onto a better me.
Saturday will come and your stuff will be gone, Sunday I’ll get home and the reality will settle in.you and I are no more and never shall we ever be.
I’m alone and these great, wonderful things are happening around me. People are putting their faith and trust in me.
Today I am a shadow of the woman I should be.