“I started to diarise the coming of flies when gloom is descending
So when it’s back round again I know it’s a false start and not an ending”
Feeling like you’re alone in your own world of crazy,
The walls around crashing towards your being.
The people surrounding saying nothing but still screaming.
Wanting to say what you feel but not able to follow through.
Pretending you’re ok, you’re in love, that he loves you still.
Really there’s nothing left in the abyss of this relationship.
Going over the same lines, lies and tries.
Believing in fading dreams that are nothing more than winters mist.
How have you become so lost in this?
“And I’ve been dangling in limbo, barely keeping my cool.
It’s like I’m snookered between the back cushion and touching the 8 ball.”